another year has passed.

Yes I’m still alive and passionate as ever!  Life happens around us so fast it’s hard to keep a steady pace of all the things that I’m dreaming of.

So I’ve got my recovery site launched and the address is as follows

If you are struggling with anything that is addiction related stop by and see what’s up.  I will be blogging for that website as well.

Don’t know if I ever mentioned it before but just to make it perfectly clear…

I LOVE THE FREAKIN SNOW. Here is a picture of me passionately dancing and singing as the snow falls all around. I’m hoping for one more good snowfall before spring. lol

IMG_0602My co workers are NOT happy with me. The love to bask in the glorious rays of the sun.

Not me I love it cold burrrrrrr.

Jack Frost is a personal friend.

Well enjoy your life passionately!

more from me later.




How does 1 go from …

Ezekiel 28:15-117

15 “You were blameless in your ways From the day you were created


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15 b–Until unrighteousness was found in you. 16“By the abundance of your trade You were internally filled with violence, And you sinned; Therefore I have cast you as profane From the mountain of God. And I have destroyed you, O covering cherub, From the midst of the stones of fire. 17“Your heart was lifted up because of your beauty; You corrupted your wisdom by reason of your splendor. I cast you to the ground; I put you before kings, That they may see you.


Isaiah 14
12   How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!
13   For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north:
14   I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.
15   Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit.

God still sits on His Throne

Abba still sits on His Throne…! We win! I read the back of the book.

However! When will we truly come before Him, Humbled and with a contrite heart? Lucifer fell because of his pride. He thought he knew more that God. He was wrong

It may look hopeless in our country right now but…

Remember this one:

“If my people, who are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

Where is our turning back to the God that saves us from our own folly?  If we will wake up as a Nation or as His Bride and cry out, will HE NOT ANSWER us?  Are we still plugged in to the hypnotic rhythm of today’s music, culture or media?

I’ve turned off the T V for 2 weeks now and what a difference. I can think better, reason better, pay more attention to what is happening around me in my job and city.

I feel like screaming from the top of my lungs, NEO I took the RED PILL!!  (enjoy that link)

 Wake Up O Sleeper! Stop trying to be politically correct! We are way way beyond that. Sin is Sin and it has always been so. Why are we so worried about being liked!?  Jesus said, “You’re going to be persecuted! You’re going to have trouble…But be of good cheer, for I have overcome the world..Barbara’s paraphrase…We better wake up before the judgement comes. We better stop waiting for God to rescue us because my Field Guide to the Super Nature (The Word) tells me that he is coming back to a Bride without spot and wrinkle. A Church that will stop singing Kum Ba Yah and get up off it’s laurels and relevant to this generation. If people weren’t spiritually starving to death, there would NOT be a revival of the occult, vampirism, shape shifters, witches and other television programs.


This is not sloppy agape and greazy grace offered by the prideful lucifer. Grace causes us to want more of the Lord not the “see what I can get by with today” (this is the counterfeit created in the prideful heart of Lucifer.

from famine to Feast

Wow! I’ve always said that life can change in a blink of an eye. Well, that has happened for us!

We’ve gone from moving from Baltimore, Maryland to Montgomery, Texas. We’ve settled in and are really beginning to enjoy all that Texas has to offer. My daughter has settled into the 7th grade and is doing exceptionally well; good grades, caring friends and an awesome youth group.  I have gone from resting and revitalizing to eating from the fruit of the land.  Job offers, new business opportunities and another venture in helping people keep their homes. All this and school part time~~ the passionista is busy busy busy.

Also working on the ministry website for…Great music, great words and excellent teachings make this prophetic voice one of a kind. Stop by the blog or like him on facebook.

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If I must be truthful, I flourish and shine during the busy times. I think that I get bored and lazy when things are too quiet. When my proverbial back is against the wall, I rise to the top!  Something very strange but also very true. Some of us thrive being in the pressure cooker. I love it there. Am I an adrenaline junkie? I don’t know.  But the proof is in the pudding or so they say.

Just wanted to drop a line…it’s been so long. East coast people, I am very envious of the snow…so here are some pictures of who I am an where I want to be.

dancing in the snow           snow in central park

promise to live from intention

It’s been forever (actually 26 days) since I’ve sat down to blog. Bad me….very bad me…But tonight I was surfing Pinterest and found some awesome quotes…this is my new favorite

That was the day she


to live more from


and less from


Can we dare! Should we try? She made herself a promise. It doesn’t say she acted on it. We imply that part of the quote. As I read it, though, I was immediately uplifted. I searched Google for the author and was informed this was an “unknown person”. However, there are many many many links on the internet that use this very quote for inspirational purposes.

I made me feel like I should immediately promise myself and my Maker to live more by intentionally plotting out some point or another. I was to step away from random ramblings, wonderings and haphazard intentions.  I need to make a commitment to myself to live with a purpose as in various times gone by. I’ve been very willy nilly lately and I can FEEL that some of my purpose of life’s living has been cast on the winds.

In other words, I’ve been lazy with commitments to myself and others. School homework goes undone while I surf the the cable channels. Books lie unread even when everything within me longs for the intellectual stimulation that I know they provide me. Projects collect dust while I throw the mail and other useless nothings on top of them so I can’t see them.

Why? What has happened to this detail oriented maven or checkoff lists and timelines? Can we propose that I have fallen asleep at the wheel? I think that is it. I think that I have been lulled to sleep by boredom and complacency. Really, I’m serious. I’ve allowed myself to get caught up in the hum dum same ole same ole. Now comes the task of wringing out my brain and establishing a routine of purpose.

We all these times where we just start to go through the motion of eating without tasting, looking without really seeing and doing out of habit rather than with purpose.  Instead of seeing all the colors of the rainbow, we see black and white. Instead of hearing a symphony of sound, we hear an annoying whaaa whaa whaaaaa of the teacher from “Charlie Brown” cartoons.

Let’s commit now to stop and listen to the birds, the children laughing or our favorite song on the radio! Lets say yes to something new and fresh.  Let’s try the new restaurant or try a new dish and share it with friends and family. LET’S STOP AND SMELL THE ROSES even if you can only find them in your local grocery store.

Come on! Lets kick it up a notch and enjoy what’s left of the winter and stop complaining that’s it’s to cold. It’s the best time to take a brisk walk and let that cold air hit your lungs and clear out your brains!

Until next time Live Intentionally AND of course with Passion!

“…Live more from intention…”

Thank God for New Beginnings

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Here we are again; a new year a fresh  start! Many a New Year’s Eve, people around the world swears off old things or behaviors and makes the commitment to start a fresh in the morning. I say, well done! Without a game plan or a destination, how would you know when you win or arrive?

Our past is the foundation on which our lives are built. Sometimes, though, we need to pull out the bad pieces and “firm up” our foundation with new knowledge or new experiences. In other words, “Out with the old and in with the new”. This is another New Year’s phrase that we are all familiar with.

I believe, and trust me, this is my revelation, that because so many people vow to start afresh on January 1 of any given year, that there may be some kind of “something extra”. No magic, no hocus pocus, not even the hokie pokie. Why is it that others throughout time have chosen the New Year to start over? Why have we all tried to start a new job, project, diet then?

Is it because instinctively we know that this time of year is special? I feel in my heart that it is a time for a fresh start. I know what you are thinking. Why do so many people fail then? How about lack of discipline! Come on! You know I’m right.

We’ve all started the race and the enthusiasm of the race carries us only so far. In my own instance, it’s my lack of discipline that sees me though and I give up. What about stamina? Even a certain amount of endurance? We all want those wash board abs but do we want to eat right, exercise vigorously and do the other things we need to do to get them. I say no!

Up until now, passion has carried me. That is only part of it for me. I give in too easily when things start to require more than I’ve ever given. When things become hard, I tuck my tail and run.

But hey, we all fall off our proverbial wagons, boy o. We give up. We all do.

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Now…time to buckle up, lace up the boot straps and put on your big person panties. Let ride the wave as far as our initial passion carries us and then jump right in with the discipline. If you fall off the wave, catch the next on. Keep jumping waves until you hit the beach.

Don’t give up, because that’s the worst thing you could do. Look at Einstein and other great inventors. If they would have given up at the first failure we wouldn’t have the light bulb and other great discoveries.

Another important thing for us to do is to keep renewing and adjusting our goals. If you have to do it daily, weekly or even monthly do it. Things are ever changing and that is all we can count on really. Don’t frustrate yourself with an outdated goal.

Let me know if this post has helped you at all. Give us some feedback. And remember… Passion is a POWERFUL force.

2 Corinthians 5:17

Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.– King James Bible “Authorized Version”, Cambridge Edition


Remain Positive no matter what!


I had the honor of doing some addiction groups in Baltimore while at home for the Christmas holiday break. I love working with people who are still struggling with addiction. I know that being humble and thankful helped me overcome a wicked drug addiction, and I love sharing that every chance I get.

The first day I get there, the receptionist shared that one of the clients’ had O.D’d the night before. As is usually the case, the rumors burned through the recovery center like wild fire. When the announcement came during the group session, the clients’ sat in shock.

Many shared memories of the deceased, others sat grieving and one client moved to the back of the room to pray.  I left him alone, finding out later that they were close and shared the same religious affiliation.  One client shared that he had been concerned about the client weeks before and approached him about it. They discussed it and he had seemed to have resolved his issues.

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In fact, the gentleman sharing stated that the client had been really upbeat and happy the day he passed. They were supposed to go shopping that because the deceased had money and he didn’t want to go out alone. Unfortunately, the call to go never came; the next day the tragic news.

Although we can go through and analyze tons of scenarios, I want to focus on just one aspect of this:


One minute all is well with the world and then, everything changes within a blink of an eye. Whether it changes for the good or the bad, it doesn’t take long to change everything. And the one thing that every person in this world can count on is that very thing: Change!

The tides change, the seasons change, the world revolves on its axis and life changes. Every second of every minute of every day. While we cannot be prepared for everything, we can enjoy everything that happens to us. We CAN choose to go through it with a good attitude, with a smile or with a song.

It’s our choice to face life with the feelings that we project to the world. It’s not always good, but a positive attitude can help you get through it, dissolve your stress and keep other illnesses away from you.

After all, we can’t really do one positive thing by worrying about a negative situation or even a situation that we don’t fully understand. Choose instead to try your best to stay positive. IF you can’t do it ALL the time, that’s okay too. The key is not to beat yourself up when you can’t be celebrate the times that you CAN. That in and of itself is a game changer.

I’m making a firm commitment to stay positive no matter what comes my way. I am going to make an effort to view things from a different point of view other than a negative Nelly view.

Have a joyous and prosperous New Year My Friends until we meet again.